Much like an organic child, a young Cybertronian must learn to navigate things. You have your organic life and maturity to thank for understanding limits.
And as a Cybertronian. Well, I can imagine the easier compartmentalizing was wonderful when you live overwhelmed with yourself.
Being cybertronian is wonderful, we tend to find ourselves healing so much faster then others. Thinking faster... but we also think so fast you miss the little things.
Like yes. Not realizing your own strengths, cruelty, the capacity for infinite harm.
And yet, I wonder. Could it be you could detach easier because you were Cybertronian... and thus thought yourself in more capable form..
Or was it you found yourself in so much bliss it was easier to ignore the rest of the world and focus on the moment.
Specie Dysphoria is not uncommon... its not well studied. But... it is possible. If its something you would like to look further into.
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Date: 2024-06-10 10:47 pm (UTC)And as a Cybertronian. Well, I can imagine the easier compartmentalizing was wonderful when you live overwhelmed with yourself.
Being cybertronian is wonderful, we tend to find ourselves healing so much faster then others. Thinking faster... but we also think so fast you miss the little things.
Like yes. Not realizing your own strengths, cruelty, the capacity for infinite harm.
And yet, I wonder. Could it be you could detach easier because you were Cybertronian... and thus thought yourself in more capable form..
Or was it you found yourself in so much bliss it was easier to ignore the rest of the world and focus on the moment.
Specie Dysphoria is not uncommon... its not well studied. But... it is possible. If its something you would like to look further into.