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i diagnose you with bitch ([personal profile] botopsy) wrote in [personal profile] forgottengod 2023-04-11 02:56 pm (UTC)

I had a similar line of thought. When I had... my own experience -- [he's not quite able to say outright died yet, for some reason he still hasn't quite peeled up from his own psyche.] -- I experienced several physical and mental symptoms. Severe lethargy, flashbacks thanks to the high stress of the situation. General weakness. These seem to be quite common.

[he curls a hand under his chin.]

I personally found the biggest struggle, on revival and on gettin' here to begin with, to be the continuity. I think it's different from just passin' out and the world goin' on around you. This is resetting your optics and waking up in a place where everything that mattered to you doesn't anymore, nor can you in any physical way get back to it. [his hand slides over to a rubix cube, fiddling with it.] Maybe I'm focusin' on the wrong things, but everything seems ramped up to extremes here, even if it doesn't initially seem like it. If a friend disappeared back home, at least I'd know they were somewhere in the universe dead or alive. Here it's like-- they ran out of existence juice and no-one could save them or do anything about it. It's a new level of helplessness.

I know we can't solve it. But there has to be a better way than sorry, bud, but we're all in the same boat here! Especially if this is permanent.

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